Carrying Doomed Illusion

Strength in her heart

 

alone with herself

though surrounded by loved ones

there’s strength in her heart

5/25/11~ Trapped in Spiral Undertow

upside down i am

trapped in spiral undertow

breathing in my death

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Yes, I am repeating a picture. This is the Death card in most decks and I feel that I am dying. My world has been turned upside down and I am not sure how to right it. I guess I will go write it, and hopefully expel the garbage from my head.

5/19/11~I will not keep quiet

i don’t want to fight

i will not be told to keep quiet

stop asking me to

Friday the 13th 2011~Dancing in a Formation

escaped from my heart

dancing in a formation

melting my anger

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5/10/11~Does Luck Transform Fear?

does luck transform fear?

or is it love that recedes

swells living in me

5/9/11~ The day after Mother’s Day

appreciation

for the long line of mothers

loving ancestors

5/7/11~Life devoid of love

destitute but proud

unwilling to settle for

life devoid of love

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Bonus day~Pouring from my Heart 5/6/11

my own tragedy

passed through my life like water

pouring from my heart.

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It is done.

5/5/11~Twirling down the drain

if it weren’t for change

shrouded in the highs and depths

i would cease to breathe.

if it weren’t for you

and your roller coaster of

affection blooming

i would cease to live,

as you know me to exist…

twirling down the drain.

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Sometimes the pain is too much to bear. The love, is it enough? Is it even love? I am sick of feeling broken and fearful about ending up alone and crumpled up like a discarded piece of paper.  Paper is easily ripped, so are hearts.

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